"I AM Jala*AN."
(jlwn111) wrote @ 8-1-2011 05:30:00
Music: Howard 100 (SIRIUS XM Ch. 100)
I'm going back to My Roots on this one. The
roots of my paranormal experience on this planet. My 111 Roots. Yes, my
mind-boggling nearly life-long connection to/with the number 111 is really at
the heart of nearly everything I have ever experienced in the Paranormal Arena.
It's been the
always been a sci-fi fan (since my dad took me to see one of the "Planet
of the Apes" movies when I was 6!) and perhaps this has always kept my
mind open to All Things Paranormal. But still. From the very moment my voice
was slapped onto that Scotch 111 Magnetic Tape in 1965 to the very last time a "funny"
large-scale coincidence occurred with 111 --- I'm calling the whole darn thing
- soup to nuts - A MIRACLE. There, I said it. It's a MIRACLE.
In the write-up, for
many years, I've said the following regarding 111: "it is a divine yet not
completely understood gift." Kinda hedging on the whole MIRACLE thing so I
didn't sound completely wacky. I said "divine" and "not completely
understood" back then but really, let's face it people:
It's a freakin' miracle.
And you don't really
need to understand a miracle or how it happens. It's just a miracle. You
experience it. It happens. The fact that 111 came into my life at such an early
age (3) and the fact that it gradually revealed itself over the course of the
past 44+ years and the fact that it eventually led to my ongoing (and very
private) experience with the Qabala --- well, it's completely amazing. The fact that 111 and 7 are joined at the hip
(111 is the binary representation of 7) is also completely amazing.
I mean, let's face it
folks, SEVEN is a Big Deal Number here on Earth. Think about how often it comes
up. Not just in the Christian's bible, not just in our planetary history, but
in nature as well. The fact that 111 and 7 are linked wasn't something I
realized until WAY after it came into my life. I was too busy trying to keep up
with all the sightings. Again, that's all ancient history at this point. And
most of you should know by now that there are very few occurrences of 111
nowadays that impress me.
So… if you're
wondering how I really feel about my "completed" experience with 111,
I'll tell you in plain English (and this replaces any "hedging"-type
statements I made in the final update to the write-up on 11/01/2000) ---
111 forever remains a
truly Magickal Symbol that represents All Trinities. It will forever have close
ties to Lucky 7. It led me to my sacred journey with the Qabala. And it was
revealed to me THROUGH DIVINE INTERVENTION on a journey that began at the
tender age of 3 (you know, III).
There you have it.
Now... when I say Divine Intervention exactly what do I mean?
Do I mean God? Maybe.
Do I mean Aliens?
Like how the image of
Devils Tower (no
apostrophe) was implanted in people's minds as a means of COMMUNICATION?
Wouldn't rule it out.
Do I mean my dead
Grandfather who, as an extra-dimensional spirit-being, was trying to sway me in
the direction of Christianity by imprinting a blatantly Holy Trinity-like
symbol in my brain? It's certainly possible.
And how, to respond
to my critics (you know who you are), do you positively rule out some form of
Mental Disorder being at play here? Like, somehow, I'm insane because I've come
to see 111 as a Magickal Symbol? And I'm insane because I feel that it was
GIVEN to me through some Supernatural chain of events that involves the creator
of the universe, Aliens, and/or my dead Grandfather? You can call me insane.
And you probably will. And based on society’s norms, I probably am. But really:
that matters little (to me, at least, and to those who believe in my journey).
If you read the write-up from start to finish, it's very clear that I did not
go looking for 111. It found me. In 1980. And then, as was revealed several
years later, it turned out that I had already been branded by 111 in 1965 when
my Grandfather slapped my voice onto that
magnetic tape. And if you've done
even the most basic investigations into the Qabala, you know (for a fact) that
111 has its most ancient roots in that system. The conclusion that I draw from
all this, of course, is that this stuff is real. And how I came to be connected
with it is A MIRACLE.
Most who know me from
my childhood probably hoped that this miracle deal with 111 would have led me
straight to Christianity and its Father, Son, and Holy Ghost. Its Holy Trinity.
The TRI-unity Godhead that, for some Christians, is at the heart of their faith.
I recognized this connection very early on (the summer of 1980, actually). But
since I saw The Trinity coming up in religions that pre-dated Christianity, it
was very hard for me to ignore those faiths and commit to the Christian Faith.
Couldn't do it. Still can't. For the very same reasons. I felt more of a
connection to the Celtic Systems and their heavy reliance on Trinities than I
did to the Christian Faith. Did my refusal to see 111 as a Christian-style
miracle lock me into some kind of Anti-Christian (potentially "evil"
and/or "dark") system of influence?
I don’t think it did. It locked me into a life-long journey with the
Qabala is what it did. Certainly a far cry from anything even remotely
"evil" or "dark" (in my book, at least).
Does 111, in fact,
defy the traditional good/evil dualistic characterizations that run rampant on
this planet? I believe it does.
negative/dark/bad/evil characterizations of 111 do exist. That cannot be
helped. I speak about this in the write-up. Go back and review them if you need a refresher course.
Some have actually had what I would call very ominous “first thoughts” about
what it really was. For instance, many moons ago, I heard this from someone:
It is the time that
emits the least amount of light on a digital clock (it was an old LED-style
digital clock, of course, not an LCD clock that has ALL Dark Numbers).
111. THE LEAST AMOUNT
OF LIGHT. Huh!
Let's think about his
statement. Aside from the LED-style digital clock being turned off, it really
is the time that emits the least amount of light. Of course that brings in the
Light/Good and Dark/Bad duality vibe that so many of us are stuck on. So whether
I liked it or not, there you had 111 (III) being tied to Darkness (lack of
So… where does that
DIVINE gift... Aliens... Dead People (extra-dimensional spirit-beings)... the
least amount of light... "dark as hell"... where is this all leading?
Let's face it: most
of us, on a near-daily basis, feed the Dualistic notions of Light/Good and
Dark/Bad with our thoughts, words, and deeds. I'm here to tell you that these
associations are false. You're saying "well duh, Jim, of course they're
false." YOU'RE SAYING THAT. But guess what? The vast majority of humans on
this planet are not. What about DARKNESS. Is it bad? Is it good? Is it neither?
I think that you
should first accept the fact that we've got billions of people thinking that
Light Means Good and Dark Means Bad. That's just a fact of life on this planet.
What does that do to the psychic landscape? Well, it sets up a pretty hefty
planet-wide "Thought-form Wave Function" that generally eclipses our
attempts to block it. So what can we do about that? As I see it, we have three
1) Work to convince
people that "The Light" isn't necessarily "The Good"
through some form of Crusade.
2) Work to convince
people that "The Dark" isn't necessarily "The Bad" through
some form of Crusade.
3) Totally ignore
Earth's prevailing and oppressive "Thought-form Wave Functions" by
congregating with other like-minded, non-Dualistic individuals. By creating
comfy little cocoons in hidden, more remote sections of the Planet. By living a
life that's free from Duality's influence. By experiencing the continued Magick
of the Divine Gifts we're lucky enough to acquire during the journey. And (just
for the heck of it) by making ourselves as open as possible to physical and
spiritual connections and info-sharing with ALL Extra-Terrestrial and ALL
Extra-Dimensional life-forms that might happen to come our way.
I'm choosing 3 (III).
For obvious reasons.
How 'bout YOU?
*ME* [aka J’lahn, aka
JAHLON, aka Jala*AN]